Insanity
Posted at 04:41 PM

He asked me if it's right to leave the country without any formal goodbyes, i said yes. I told him to always put his own life on top of everything else. What is DELIKADESA anyway? Practically, he needs the money so giving an immediate resignation will give him that relief as opposed to giving a one week notice which will forfeit his last pay. This highly professional conversation happened before and after i gave him head....twice. I met him through chat several weeks ago then suddenly lost contact probably because i dont feel any connection.

He will leave for Singapore before my birthday so i asked him if we could hook up again before that day and he said why not.

I received quite a few text messages from my Doctor friend asking me to meet him. After giving him several hints that i don't feel like going out he still insisted and said that he missed me.

OKAY.

I always feel secure whenever i'm with him i dunno why. Probably because he's older. Like my IT friend he too will be leaving before my birthday. He's going back to Chicago. I told him that i will miss him and that six months is a long time. I don't even know if we'll see each other again.

I found myself contemplating about my life in between Quirino and Taft avenue at 3 o'clock in the morning after Angel dropped me off after two rounds of man to man combat.

Due to the recent turn of events while eating a large pack of french fries and a glass of pineapple juice I realized that people around me are either dying or leaving.

What about me? Do i have to concur? Do i have to follow?

The former sounds nice but too poetic for me so perhaps i'll just settle for the latter. Since i don't have enough courage to leave the country yet, i'll start by leaving my present company and try something challenging or maybe different i dunno but it has to be NOW.

Several hours after....

I'm walking the corridors of a labrynth trying to look for flesh to devour. I searched for what seemed to be hours only to find disaster and dismay.

I almost died in despair.

Dramatic Exit
Posted at 08:17 PM

Just when i thought na bad trip ang nangyari kahapon....well....grabe mas badtrip ngayon!

Wala na bang mas malala pa dito Lord? Kung gusto mo'kong patayin patamaan mo na lang ako sa kidlat.

grrrrr!

Magpaliwanag ka!!!!