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Posted at 11:15 AM

I celebrated my birthday ALONE last Saturday but I had a blast! No I did not wanked myself to death 'till the wee hours of the morning but yes I did stayed late that night to watch this amazing band whose album I have yet to buy. I treated myself to see a spectacular rock band who called themselves Bridge headed by the talented Johnoy Danao at The 70's Bistro in Anonas Quezon City back to back with Stonefree. I failed to see Johnoy at the anniversary of PinoyPoets last June 28 so I decided i'll give myself a treat. It was an experience of a lifetime. I'll be back at the 70's Bistro probably later this month to get my CD (once I get a copy) signed.
*whoa* *sigh* *gasping for air*
Hindi pa ako nakakarecover sa sobrang galing na performance ng band pero kailangan ko ng umalis kasi tapos na naman talaga yung show at nakapag encore na rin naman si Johnoy ng solo kaya I decided to leave but just when I thought that the fun is over there I was staring at the display on the wall when all of a sudden there he was tapping my shoulder "Sir, Thank you for cumming".... what the?!*&%$@.... OMG!!!! It's Johnoy Danao!!!!!!
*drop dead*
Sa taas ng energy ko that night leaving the bar eh nalakad ko mula 70's Bistro hanggang EDSA (o saan ka pa?)
*sigh ulit*

pahabol:
Maraming salamat sa lahat ng bumati at nakaalala ng aking kaarawan on time!
Para sa mga nagbalak magbigay ng regalo pero hindi natuloy for unknown reasons: meron pang next year!
Para sa mga nakaalala pero late na: OK lang yon! at least naalala nyo.
Para sa mga walang pera pero gustong magbigay ng regalo: ganun talaga kapag marginalized so just live with it! ayoko din naman ng murang regalo (joke) mahal ko pa rin kayo!
AT PARA SA MGA HINDI NAKAALALA AT HINDI BUMATI KAHIT NAKITA NG NAKAFLASH SA CONTROL PANEL NG TABULAS AT FRIENDSTER ANG BIRTHDATE KO: PUTANG INA NYO!!!! MATAKOT KAYO SA KARMA!!!

Love from Lust
Posted at 08:03 AM

Ang saya ko. Finally got a copy of the album Love from Lust by BRIDGE.


KASAMA

Malayu-layo na rin
Ang ating narating
Di na matitinag
Ang samahan at pag-ibig

Mabibilang mo ba
Ang mga taong
Lumipas
Sa pakiwari ko'y
Isa lamang sandali
Puno ng liwanag
At dilim
Magkahalo lagi
Ang pait at tamis

Hinarap natin
Ang hamon ng kahapon
Di man sigurado
Ang kinabukasan


*a million thanks to Jinggay aka Phunatik for providing the moolah*

Ano Ba Talaga Kuya?
Posted at 11:23 AM

Sobrang naguguluhan na ako sa kalagayan ng ating bansa... kabilaan ang rally... ano ba talaga ang gusto nyong gawin? Ano ba ang gusto nyong mangyari talaga? Anong uri ng sistema ba ang gusto nyong ipatupad dito sa Pillfeens? Ano? Magbigay nga kayo ng suggestion na may saysay!!! Naiinis na akooo!!!! ....


to be continued....




song of the moment

Bangon
Tanghali nang gumising
Bihis
Saka ka na kumain
Takbo
Huli na sa trabaho
Sabit na lang
Barado na ang kalsada
Sabit na lang

Pasok
Gusot na uniporme
Kilos
Nakadikit na ang ngiti
Timpi
Nagmumura ang amo
Ang bagal mo raw
Magtulak ng papel
Ang bagal mo raw

Nagpakain ka sa makina
Umasenso ka na ba
Lalo lang lumiliit
Ang isip mo
Sabay sa pagtaas ng sweldo
Tiis na lang at gaganda ang pwesto

Pila
Handa ng pamasahe
Dungaw
Lumulubog na ang araw
Tulala
Walang laman
Ang hapong mata
Tulog na lang
Ang hinaharap na ligaya
Tulog na lang

Nagpakain ka sa makina
Umasenso ka na ba
Lalo lang sumisikip
Ang kurbata mo
Sabay sa pagtaas ng sweldo
Tiis na lang at gaganda ang pwesto

MAKINARYA
by Bridge

Escalate Me
Posted at 11:41 AM

I'm not working properly. I'm unwell. Can somebody escalate me to the nearest high class hospital without those 24-48 hours of turn around time bullshit! I need fixin' NOW!!!! Give me to your supervisor whose formerly a pornstar! (I wish) I said now bitch!
*ahh... the pain*

...saksak puso tulo ang dugo...i--sa---da----la---wa---u--ma---lis----ka---na---dyaaan!!!!




currently feeling: delirious
currently listening to: Swept Away by Christopher Cross



pahabol:
siguraduhin lamang po na may kalakip na salapi ang inyong mga balahurang comments!

My-So-Called-Life
Posted at 02:16 PM

Maraming bagay ang gumugulo sa utak ko ngayon. I've been doing a lot of crazy stuff lately (again?). When will I ever learn? (again, when will I ever learn?)
I'm not happy right now. I hate thinking so much (sino ba may gusto?).
This is not healthy.
Too many worries.
Too much stress.
Too many great expectations.
Bakit ba ang tanging libre sa mundo ay ang mangarap? Bakit yun lang? Ang tipid naman!
*sigh*
Teka. Libre rin nga pala ang magreklamo (at wede rin syang gawing hobby)!
*sigh ulit*

Sa Lunes na ang sona ni GMA (State Of the Nation Address para sa mga kanina lamang ipinanganak). Ibibigay na naman nya ang naging nakapanlulumo na kalagayan ng Pillfeens for the entire year that was. I think dapat ko syang sabayan.
It's time for a re-assesment of my so called life as well.
I need to keep my focus.
I need a good action plan.
I need a clear direction.
I need to start now.
1....2....3....game?


....wait! Time out!

....sa August na lang, wala pang sweldo.

currently feeling: worried yet smiling
currently listening to: angry voices in my head

Hi!
Posted at 04:04 PM

Dear Sezy,

Kamusta ka na? May anak ka na ba? Medyo hindi na tayo nakakapag-chikahan ah. Ano na ba ang balita? Parang gusto ko na ngang umalis ng Pillfeens eh. Masyado ng magulo dito. Nahihirapan na ako. Baka lumipat na naman ako ng work. Sakaling lumipat ako ng work, babwiin ko na yung apartment ko sa Taguig kase sa Ortigas yung ina-aplayan ko. Definitely mas malaki yung sweldo kaso pampasira ng career path.
*sigh*
Pwede ka bang umuwi this December? I'll be celebrating my 3rd year anniversary sa Call Center this coming August 26. Hindi ako masaya ngayon. Ikaw masaya ka ba?


missing you,
Adonis Estrada


pahabol:
nareceive ko ang email na'to kanina from one of our customers...

"I thought you should know that your web forwarding/masking service does not work very well when pointing to iDisk (Apple's hosting service). There is a very long lag time and the page flashes white on each reload. I know for a fact that this is not a programming error because it does not happen when I visited the site without using the masking. I begged your company for my money back, but they said "No" three times. Not really fair, but anyway I thought you should know so that other innocent Mac iDisk users do not get ripped off. Anyway, I hope your CEO enjoys my $36 and buys something nice. Please feel free to send me one of your canned messages that are not helpful at all.

Sincerely,
A very disappointed customer who has never written a nasty letter before in his life"

- sobrang bwisit sya

Daddy?
Posted at 04:18 PM

Pagka-uwi ko ng bahay last July 20 (wednesday) .....

Tatay: May kilala ka ba na Lea deGuzman?
Adonis: Wala. Sino yun?
Tatay: May tumawag dito kanina. Umiiyak. Nabuntis mo daw sya.

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!

Isa't Kalahati
Posted at 02:47 PM

Late ako today ng ONE AND A HALF HOURS parang kahapon. Ano ibig sabihin 'non? Next week, resignation na ang katapat nito!!!! Hindi na maganda ang performance ko at malamang lalo pa syang lumala kasi same sked pa rin ako hanggang October. EIGHT am to FIVE pm!!!! PAKSHET!!!!!! Ang tindi na nga ng traffic maliit pa ang sweldo!!!! Buhay nga naman.... Lately wala na akong ibang ginagawa kungdi ang magreklamo at mang-away ng mga stupid customers. Pakiramdam ko kapag hindi ako umalis dito lalo lang akong magiging masama. *sigh*
Ayoko na. Sana maging maganda ang resulta ng lakad ko bukas.



pahabol:
Congratulations sa batch 36! One and a half years na tayo sa PS!!! yahooo
Congratulations din kina ChiliCheeseCai and The Opethian Master for bringing a new life to this earth.

The Man In Motion
Posted at 03:09 PM

Growin' up, you don't see the writing on the wall
Passin' by, movin' straight ahead, you knew it all
But maybe sometime if you feel the pain
You'll find you're all alone, everything has changed
Play the game, you know you can't quit until it's won
Soldier on, only you can do what must be done
You know in some way you're a lot like me
You're just a prisoner and you're tryin' to break free

I can see a new horizon underneath the blazin' sky
I'll be where the eagle's flying higher and higher
Gonna be your man in motion, all I need is a pair of wheels
Take me where my future's lyin', St. Elmo's Fire

Burning up, don't know just how far that I can go (just how far I go)
Soon be home, only just a few miles down the road
I can make it, I know I can
You broke the boy in me, but you won't break the man

I can see a new horizon underneath the blazin' sky
I'll be where the eagle's flying higher and higher
Gonna be your man in motion, all I need is a pair of wheels
Take me where my future's lyin', St. Elmo's Fire

I can climb the highest mountain, cross the wildest sea
I can feel St. Elmo's Fire burnin' in me, burnin' in me

Just once in his life a man has his time
and my time is now, I'm coming alive

I can hear the music playin', I can see the banners fly
Feel like you're back again, and hope ridin' high
Gonna be your man in motion, all I need is a pair of wheels
Take me where my future's lyin', St. Elmo's Fire

I can see a new horizon underneath the blazin' sky
I'll be where the eagle's flying higher and higher
Gonna be your man in motion, all I need is a pair of wheels
Take me where my future's lyin', St. Elmo's Fire

I can climb the highest mountain, cross the wildest sea
I can feel St. Elmo's Fire burnin' in me
Burnin', burnin' in me, I can feel it burnin'
Oooh, burnin' inside of me...

John Parr