BloodLines
Posted at 08:38 AM

My week sucks! My life sucks!!! It sucks bigtime I discovered that if there's one thing that is so abundant in this world, its no other than stupidity. Everywhere you go, which ever way you turn you'll definitely bump into to it. I soooooo FUCKING hate IT!!!!!! Go away!!! Go AWAY!!!!! Leave me alone you stupid fuck!!! You are so irrelevant in this world... Get out! We should implement anti-stupidity laws in this earth. Excuse me for ranting, it's just that i'm so pissed off by these people who knows nothing except make this world more miserable than ever. Aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhh!!! I've had enough!!!

*sigh*

For a dude who's tasked to give excellent customer service at all times well, it sucks to be the one receiving poor customer service.. don't you think? My life is one big IRONY! I wonder if there's an actual cure for this.....please let me know if there is any. Oh well, enough of my bad weekend. I'll just share my latest movie escape which is Raising Helen.

This movie is so close to home that it feels as if you're watching a reality show. A day in the life of Helen Harris would be a nice option as a title. I love watching chick flicks 'coz it helps me realize the things that I can do to make this world a better place to live in. There is so much goodness in these films its contagious. Truly inspirational! In a nutshell, the story revolves around Helen's desire to make ends meet with regards to looking out for her nephew and niece and staying glamorous as the New York player that she is. It is basically knowing what your heart truly desire, so following your heart as corny as it may sound is the main theme of the movie and is very much appropriate at this day and age ( plus the fact that John Corbett plays the role of the flirty Lutheran priest is sooo reason enough to watch this film ). If your feeling down and in desparate need for inspiration, I suggest you go see this flick!
I'll be watching Resident Evil and The Secret Window this week as well so that is definitely something worth looking forward to. Unfortunately I won't be able to catch Alicia Keys here in Manila 'coz I'm pretty much pre-occupied at the moment. Too many things running through my head lately I need to maintain focus or else, everything will be a complete disaster. On the lighter side, I'm hoping they will stage the Huling Hirit of the October fest in Megamall since I failed to catch it last Friday. Chervaness to the highest level!

*sigh*

"I am a sexy man of God, and I know it"
-Pastor Dan (John Corbett in Raising Helen)


pahabol:

I've been looking at people
And how they change with the times
And lately all I've been seeing are people
Throwing love away and losing their minds

Or maybe it's me that's gone crazy
'Cause I can't understand why
All these people keep hurting each other
When good love is so hard to come by

So what's the glory in living
Doesn't anybody ever stay together anymore
And if love never lasts forever
Tell me what's forever for

I've been listening to people
And they say love is the key
And it's not my way to let them lead me astray
It's only that I want to believe

But I see love-hungry people
Trying their best to survive
While in their hands is a dying romance
And they're not even trying to keep it alive

So what's the glory in living
Doesn't anybody ever stay together anymore
And if love never lasts forever
Tell me what's forever for

WHAT'S FOREVER FOR

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Confessions From The Grave
Posted at 12:57 PM

For you,

When will I be able to speak to you? I see you almost everyday and yet I don't have the courage to even say hi.

"Look in this direction why don't you. Come on! Just one look and I'll be happy. Just one look. Is that too much to ask?"

I'm not a man of words, I always thought of myself as the ultimate action man. The Man in Motion. But at this point I'm neither one. Courage escapes me whenever you're near. I remain an spectator of your grace. I look at you and I melt. I remain hidden amongst the shadows. Watching. Wondering. Running. Gasping for air. Staring. Blushing.

That's me.

You're just a breath away but it feels as if we're galaxies apart. This elevator serves as a prison. My heart fell 32 storeys deep. It was the longest 10 seconds of my life...no words were spoken, just a sea of emotions trapped in a fortress of solitude. I want to break free and grab you and show you my world. But I can't. And I won't. Violation is never an option and will never be a part of my intention. Especially not with you. The distance between us will never be bridged by a sudden act of violence. Definitley not. Not with you.

I'm not a coward, definitely not me but when it comes to someone i have feelings for other than friendship or beyond friendship for that matter, I just lose all confidence and strength. It's as if I'm transformed into this ornament of some sorts... I just couldn't move or even look into that person even if I wanted to. It hurts to look into those soulfull eyes for I know that my own eyes may betray me into revealing something that I am not yet ready for. But when will I be ready? I don't know. Confidence left without a trace. Desire is the only thing I have. And sorrow is my only friend.
Why can't I just tell you right in your face that I like you and I think that I wanna pursue something other than friendship with you and I will definitely do my best to make you happy. I know it's crazy. I'm crazy. It's hopeless.
What am I hoping for? A couple of minutes with you is more than enough for me. A few minutes is better than nothing most definitely. It will be a nice way to start things off, an ice-breaker. I'm not afraid of rejection. Rejection is inevitable. It's actually there for the taking. But I'd rather have you reject my feelings and hurt me than pay no attention to me at all. At least even in such a short period in time I was able to walk my way into your consciousness and became a part of your being.
Being around you is reason enough for me to rejoice and celebrate.
I know that it's my loss but I can live with it. I think.

from The Vast Ocean of Despair
I Don't Want To Be by Gavin DeGraw

Chariots of The Gods
Posted at 03:09 PM

This is my current obsession...I'm addicted to this dude...his voice is so amazing...reminds me so much of Jason Mraz... check him out and just listen....great music!


Staring at a maple leaf
Leaning on the mother tree
I said to myself we've all lost touch
Your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries
And seedless watermelon
Nothing from the ground is good enough
Body Rise
Look what's over me
Oh chariot
Your golden waves
Are walking down
Upon this face
Oh chariot
I'm singing out loud
To guide me
Give me your strength
Remember seeing moon's rebirth
Rain made mirrors of the earth
The sun was just yellow energy
There is a living promised land
Even over fields of sand
Seasons fill my mind
And cover me
Bring it back
More than a memory
Oh chariot
Your golden waves
Are walking down
Upon this face
Oh chariot
I'm singing out loud
To guide me
Give me your strength
You'll be my vacation away from this place
You know what I want
Holding that cup that's pouring over the sides
You make me want to spread my arms and fly
Oh chariot
Your golden waves
Are walking down
Upon this face
Oh chariot
I'm singing out loud
To guide me
Give me your strength
Oh chariot


Chariot by Gavin DeGraw

songs from the album Stripped

The Food Junkie
Posted at 07:22 PM

Since I won't be able to catch her performance tomorrow...might as well devote a page of non-stop ranting about such loss. Ha!!! I spent most of my salary these past few days on food 'coz i'm sick. Damn! Whenever i'm down, emotionally unavailable or physically immobile I don't waste my time on sleeping for the entire day but instead indulge myself in nourishment marathon. Binge! Binge! Binge! ( there goes my 2 weeks of hard work, everything went down the pozonegro ) I'd rather watch a movie than sleep. Oh well, that's life for me. I want to be where the action is! Life is short guys, so I definitely will not spend it in bed. ( Jeeeeezzzz! I don't even fuck in bed so why in the world will I spend my life on it? ) Six hours is enough for me to make love with my expensive pillows. Ok fine, so enough about my boring life.....ranting will not change the fact that I won't be able to see Alicia tomorrow... but I'm sure there will be other opportunities for me to see her live. Life is definitely a bitch!


I love Alicia Keys

Whispers in The Dark
Posted at 07:28 AM

I saw "Wag Kukurap" yesterday. It's freaky. I also saw "Wish Ko Lang". It made me cry. I saw my wife hosting "Pinoy Pop Superstar".

*sigh*

I'm in love all over again. I saw the finale episode of "America's Next Top Model". Yoana won. (that sounds funny) I feel for Shandi.

*sigh*

Oh well. I'm bored. I'm sick. I'm in pain. I'm in deep shit.


Why must I suffer?

Its been a week now and the pain is still not over. I can't take it anymore.

I'm alone.

I'm scared.

Take the quiz: "Method of Suicide"

Drowning
Like the darkness that consumes you, your method of suicide is Drowning.
Come Around by Rhett Miller

Covers
Posted at 11:37 AM

Sana lahat ng office dito sa planet earth ganito ang set up. The world will be a much better place if ever this will happen. This will be the next big thing!

*sigh*




I can't wait for this week to be over. I'm so excited with my wife's new album. Please do check it! It will be out next week, October 17, 2004.
Picture courtesy of http://reginevelasquez.has.it

Sometimes I look at you
Sad and so beautiful
Young and alone
And so far from home
Much too much for you
Much too soon
Empty eyes gazin' all the moon

As sure as I'm standing here
You'll never have to be afraid
As sure as I'm standin' here
I'll try and help you find your way
Oh I swear, as sure as I'm standing here
You'll never need to be alone
You've got my word
as sure as I'm standing here

sometimes I look at you
sleepin' like a baby
your hair combed with sunlight
full of sweet days
you say nothin' matters
say you know how it is
did you think it would be like this?

But sure as I'm standin' here

The Hero Has Fallen
Posted at 10:25 AM


The world is crying. It's out. Christopher Reeve died sunday October 10, 2004. The Hall of Justice is mourning after the fall of their Leader. I may not be related to Mr. Reeve but I definitely feel the loss. I'm sad. It's devastating. It's dramatic. But life goes on. The world will turn and another hero will rise. But for the meantime I will alot this page as a tribute to Christopher Reeve as Superman.


This is taken from Superman: The Movie

...and here's the theme song!

Can you read my mind
Do you know what it is you do to me
Don't know who you are
Just a friend from another star

Here I am, like a kid out of school
Holding hands with a god or a fool
Will you look at me, quivering
Like a little girl, shivering
You can see right through me

Can you read my mind
Can you picture the things I'm thinking of
Wondering why you are
All the wonderful things you are

You can fly, you belong to the sky
You and I could belong to each other
If you need a friend
I'm the one to fly to
If you need to be loved
Here I am, read my mind

Can You Read My Mind
by Leslie Bricusse


pahabol:
remember this movie?


for more info about his death please go to: http://www.startribune.com/stories/561/5027507.html
or check out these Superman links!
http://www.supermanhomepage.com
http://www.chrisreevehomepage.com
Can You Read My Mind by Leslie Bricusse

It Ain't Over 'Till Adonis Estrada Sings
Posted at 11:22 AM

Eto na sa wakas ang mga pictures nung birthday ni Dianne last Sept. 25. Huli man daw at papansin...mga camwhores pa rin
SMILE everyone !.... malapit na kayong matanggal sa trabaho

Ok, si Dianne yung may bag. Ang mga kabilang po sa larawang ito ay sina...Jules and boyfriend Pip, Attorney Ronald (yung naka salamin pero naka green), Bong (yung isa pang nakasalamin pero naka blue), Lex na naka black, si Nikki na feeling close-up boy, Jinggay na malapit ng mag-collapse, si Kristeta Kalabasa na isang goddess part-time mortal at si Rex! Yung bata sa gilid ay si Kaliel. Yung iba makikita nyo lang unless may third eye kayo

Dito makikita nyo kami kasama si Ginoong Teddy na pilit na pinapalabas ang dimple na ilang siglo ng nakalimutan ng panahon! Ang cute ko dito kahit na ang laki ng mukha ko. 'Wag ng umangal!!! Blog ko 'to...ano ba?

Si Sir Franchie yung nakablue na katabi ni Jinggay na malapit ng tumumba sa sobrang kalasingan dulot ng pag-inom ng isang bote ng San Mig Lite at ng musica ni Gloria Estefan, (si Bong yung special child na nasa ibaba)

Maniniwala ba kayo na ang mga ito ay mga nagtratrabaho sa Call Center? Apparently sila po ang mapapanood nyo sa bagong season ng Survivor Baclaran sa channel 4 na sya ring mga reject sa StarStruck at Star Circle Quest! (try and try until you dream, believe and survive)

Animalistic ang dating! Mukhang Tarsier hehehehehe...

pahabol:
punyeta! natanggal si Brady Hmpft!

The Happy Birthday Song

Soaring High in Antipolo
Posted at 12:32 PM

I saw Sky Captain and The world of Tomorrow last friday with Loowee at SM Megamall. I love the movie so much i highly recommend that you guys go watch it. The screenplay is amazing and the cinematography is breathtaking! The casting is great specially if you are a fan of any of the characters (Jude Law, Gwyneth Paltrow and Angelina Jolie or even Giovanni Ribisi). I also saw Resident Evil yesterday. It's a cross between 28 Days and Tomb Raider, go figure!

Instead of going to the hospital to have my back checked I went to Antipolo with Jinggay and Gay Pinoy last Saturday. We ate lechon-sisig, calamares and a half fried chicken while we gaze over the beautiful Manila skyline at D'Cliff. After digesting all that food we went to the majestic and historical Antipolo church where Jinggay baught kasoy and suman for pasalubong then we went to Gay's house in Cainta where we burst our emotions to the fullest by doing videoke of the most sentimental songs in the whole universe (I Don't Have a Heart, Doors, Invisible War, Heart Of Mine, Anything For You, Dahil Ba Sa Kanya, Pain in My Heart, etc). Finally, we ended our day by going to the Fort at Gloria Jeans Coffee for some huling hirit caffeine dosage.
*sigh*
I had fun but sleep awaits... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

pahabol:

belated hapi birthday to my Dad last sunday
Regine's latest album Covers will be out tomorrow ( yahoo )
The Catcher in the Rye Invisible War

I Made It Through The Rain
Posted at 02:18 PM

When you get caught in the rain with no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep cryin out to be saved but nobody comes
And you feel so far away that you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's ok, won't you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own and I know that I'm strong enough
to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith and I live one more day and I make it
through the rain

And if you keep falling down, don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly and
you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own and I know that I'm strong enough
to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith and I live one more day and I make it
through the rain

And when the wind blows
And shadows grow close
Don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you, you'll never pull through

Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own and I know that I'm strong enough
to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain
And I can make it through the rain and stand up once again
And I live one more day and I, I can make it through the rain
Oh yes you can,
You're gonna make it through the rain


pahabol:
sobrang in ngayon ang Mulawin.. at pati si soulfly ay hooked na rin dito... sayang kasi hindi ko na ito napapanood...

fan din ba kayo ng mga Mulawin?

Ays Ays Baby
Posted at 10:57 AM

I saw 2 movies this week (so what else is new?). I saw SharkTale with Loowee (na naman!) sa Megamall (ulit?) last Friday and The House of Flying Daggers last Wednesday all by myself. I find the latter very disturbing (bloodiest love story ever) while the former very hilarious (malulunod ka sa kakatawa-pun intended).
Madame Loowee bought ten cd's last friday including my wifes album Covers.
I'm very happy
Nakausap ko si Ays aka Noisierdispute last Friday sa tahanan ng Dyosa. Tumawag sya all the way from Germany habang lumalafang ako ng lechon


pahabol:
baka next week ko pa ibigay sa'yo ang Covers ...
Special Love by Maureen Mcgovern

Hidden Message
Posted at 04:17 PM

Got this from Sezy! Enjoy

Hell Week
Posted at 02:20 PM

What a bad week that was!!! Vweeeeshet talaga as in!!! Voooorshet na malagkit!!! Nagsimula ang lahat sa sandamakmak na irate callers na nauwi sa emergency vacation leave in the middle of the week.
*sigh*
Ano buzzz!!! At nakisabay pa itong si Loowee na dapat kami ay magkikita ng alas-dos sa SM Bicutan at dumating ba naman ng alas-tres!!! Apparently, may topak ang phone ko at na-receive ko ang mga text nya an hour after. Punyeta!!!! Dumating ako sa mall na'yon ng ala-una!!! Grrrrrrr!!!!! Hate ko pa naman ang mall na'yon! Pakshet Wala pa naman akong pera 'non...hindi ako makapag withdraw dahil mukhang sinumpa ang mall na'yon at dalawa lang ang ATM off-line pa yung isa. Sa sobrang inis ko, go na lang ako sa Megamall at bumili ng cd ng Covers at ng Doobie Brothers' Greatest Hits Listen To The Music album.
Pinanood ko kahapon ang Cellular sa Megamall. Ok lang sya. Gwapo yung bida, delicious, kanasa-nasa, finger-lickin' good ika nga. It's a fun movie and is worth your 65 pesos.
*sigh ulit*
Ano naman kaya ang mangyayari sa'kin ngayon?